So I'm skipping my Vegas story for now. Maybe I'll work on it this week since it's gonna be another slow one. Instead I’ll just write abt some of the other stuff that’s been going on. Which is mostly a lot of nothing. Or it’s just mostly the same old things. Haven’t totally lost their appeal, but no long anything special.

Sunday I had my first volunteer shift at NCTC. It was even easier than could be imagined. Just stand there, tear everyone’s stubs, hand them a playbill, assume they know where their seat is. Supposed to show ppl, but most wanted to figure it out on their own. I was willing to let them. I only had to get one teenage girl to move out of an older gentleman’s seat. Couple guys in the last row saw in the wrong seats, oops, but since we weren’t full I didn’t make them move. And best of all! I had a front row center seat to all the action. It’s not a very big theatre, but it was still awesome to be so close.

I must admit I didn’t have my normal high after seeing a performance. But maybe it was the excessive heat. Or having to buy a belt before I could go dancing. I know my friends thought I was a dork cuz it took me an hour to get the belt and get over to the Café. Sides why did I need to rush over there? Just cuz they’re bored? Whatever, silly girls.

I’m back again to almost liking someone just cuz they’re friendly. Well it’s more than just that. Sometimes in the initial stages of friendship, I can get confused. And it’s bad. I can be a big jokester too. Just flirting cuz it’s harmless. So I dunno why I get confused. Maybe cuz it feels good, but I know it’s wrong too. But then again how else does the real thing start? Can’t it have the same beginnings? I dunno. I just have to think things thru. Be aware when someone is just jibing me and when someone’s digging me. Maybe it’s cuz I’m attracted to those that can joke around with me and make me laugh. That’ something friends do. So sometimes the lines get blurred. Not really complaining. Just stating the case.

Some how I’m still vaguely in contact with the girls from July. Well the first one dropped out, but that doesn’t surprise me that it went no further than the play. The second I’ve hung out with a couple times and I’m still not sure what to think of it. But since nothing’s come of it, I’m sure we’re just friends. The third and fourth would prolly have better potential if we ever meet. It was a lil clearer what we’re all looking for. I dunno which would come up to snuff first, arrange a meeting up. So when I thought I was back to ground zero, I’m not somehow. But I am still considering placing my own ad. That’d maybe help me get what I’m looking for. Put myself out there. Have to see.