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be bold
08.25.04 (6:28 pm)   [edit]

INSTRUCTIONS: Copy this whole list into your journal. Bold the things that are true about you. Whatever you don’t bold is false.


 


1. I miss somebody right now. 2. I don’t watch much TV these days. 3. I love olives. 4. I love sleeping. 5. I own lots of books. 6. I wear glasses or contact lenses. 7. I love to play video games. 8. I’ve tried marijuana. 9. I’ve watched porn movies. 10. I have been in a threesome. 11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. 12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. 13. I have acne free skin. 14. I like and respect Al Sharpton. 15. I curse frequently. 16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. 17. I have a hobby. 18. I’ve been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing. 19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. 20. I’m really, really smart. 21. I’ve never broken someone’s bone. 22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. 23. I hate the rain. 24. I’m paranoid at times. 25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. 26. I need money right now! 27. I love Sushi. 28. I talk really, really fast. 29. I have fresh breath in the morning. 30. I have semi-long hair. 31. I have lost money in Las Vegas. 32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister 33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. 34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis. 35. I have a twin. 36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashe s in the past. 37. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. 38. I like the way that I look sometimes. 39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. 40. I know how to cornrow. 41. I am usually pessimistic. 42. I have a lot of mood swings. 43. I think prostitution should be legalized. 44. I think Britney Spears is hot. 45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past. 46. I have a hidden talent. 47. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. 48. I think that I’m popular. 49. I am currently single. 50. I have kissed someone of the same sex. 51. I enjoy talking on the phone. 52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. 53. I love to shop. 54. I would rather shop than eat. 55. I would classify myself as ghetto. 56. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders. 57. I’m obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. 58. I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them. 59. I’m a pretty good dancer. 60. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington. 61. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. 62. I have a cell phone. 63. I believe in God. 64. I watch MTV on a daily basis. 65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. 66. I love drama. 68. I’ve rejected someone before. 69. I currently have a crush on someone. 70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. 71. I want to have children in the future. 72. I have changed a diaper before. 73. I’ve called the cops on a friend before. 74. I bite my nails. 75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club. 76. I’m not allergic to anything. 77. I have a lot to learn. 78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger. 79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest "Friday" movie. 80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes. 81. I’m online 24/7, even as an away message. 82. I have at least 5 away messages saved. 83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before. 84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past. 85. I own the "South Park" movie. 86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal. 87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum. 88. I enjoy some country music. 89. I would die for my best friend. 90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. 91. I watch soap operas whenever I can. 92. I’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist. 93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. 94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. 95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story". 96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. 97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. 98. I have dated (or slept with) a close friend’s ex. 99. I have cut my self before. 100. I am happy at this moment.

 
Elation
08.06.04 (5:22 pm)   [edit]

I think that does describe my basic mood today. I'm looking forward to the weekend. Not just as a break from work. Not just as an excuse to hang out with friends. I have neat and interesting things to do. I've had a good week and it's over now. I have things to look forward too.


And while I don't have a date, which is rare anyways. I do have some opportunities to meet up with her. Hope she'll come dancing. Not number one thing to look for in a girl, but definitely up there, is gotta dance. I don't really care if you can't dance, but have to be willing to still get out there. And a good dancer is gonna catch my attn every time.


Oh well, I just don't the patience to sit here and type this now. I want the weekend to get a move on already!

 
birthday blast
08.01.04 (12:15 pm)   [edit]
So I celebrated my birthday with a bang on Friday night. I wasn't even sure if I was going to be drinking. It was dependent on how I was feeling. I wasn't feeling too sick at the time, the screwdrivers kept coming, so I kept drinking 'em. Silentwordz made the night, though I didn't even talk to her that much, cuz she was working. She got me in the door, set me up at the bar, and got me home. Gotta appreciate that! I'm lucky I didn't feel any worse on Sat than a mild hang-over and lack of sleep. I thought my cold would've hit me full force again. Of course, I have the low voice syndrome right now. Some times alcohol brings out all the issues we're going thru or just the ones we're trying to avoid. I think for the most part I don't do so badly. I may chime in on this or that, but I don't go starting shit. And it's bad to admit, but it's nice to know that I'm not the only one facing some of those issues. Sure, she was drunk, but at least she's realizing some of it. It's validating when someone else feels it too. It's not just me alone. Okies time to get running again. This morning prolly has been the longest I've sat still on a weekend when I wasn't sleeping or reading in a while. Always feels like a waste not to be out doing something.